Poetically Wyld

Poetic? yes. Wyld? maybe.

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Location: Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, United States

An Aquarius...

Friday, April 28, 2006

Reality Payday

It's time to cash that reality check. I have found myself... falling, again. I can't explain the speed of it I just know that I feel good where I am right now and I like the way the possibilities look for my future. There have been instances (more than one) where suddenly out of the blue a familiar scent will drift into my nostrils. My spirit feels calm around him. I feel serene and very gorgeous in his presence. I will take this one day at a time...

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Expanding Horizons

Now that I have released the anger from my system (woooo saaahhh) I can be grateful for all of the supportive and positive people that surround me. I can especially be grateful for the new friends that I have made so far this year...

I have peace in some parts of my life and I am pleased...


I was lost in the rush of everyday,
working through the routine
that is my life
when suddenly
and very abruptly
your scent filled my nostrils...

Friday, April 21, 2006

Tired of Bullshit

I am sick of the bullshit. So much shit, so much flack coming from this bastard. I have put up with so much bullshit coming from this man it is unbelievable. Unnecessary drama, unnecessary drama... woo saaah

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Thinking Softly

I have been thinking about the interactions I have been having with people the last few days. I had to ask myself if I felt better after being in the company of those people. Especially when I go to work. The answer I acknowledged was not all the time. I have an immense headache from spending time with some family members. I cried in the shower at the thought of going into work one more day and ended up calling out because of it. I would have quit had I gone to work today, that's how bad it was. My spirit is calling for more passion. I experienced it when I went on vacation and I experience it when I write poetry but it is not enough. I need it constantly and I want to have someone whom I can exchange passion with for the rest of my life...

Friday, April 14, 2006

Dream Pursuit

I am floating on cloud nine right about now. I am being pursued for the first time in my life and it feels good. I was assured that I am being pursued and all I could do was blush.

Thursday, April 13, 2006


I have an interest in astrology somewhat but not enough to fully study how the alignment of the stars affect life. i have my horoscope emailed to me everday and most days it just doesn't apply but recently I have received horoscopes that speak directly to how I have been feeling lately. I mean they almost spell out what is going on with me. Honestly I am not spooked, just a little amazed at how things work based on what kind of energy you send out into the universe. So now I know how I want to handle my current situation. All I can do is have faith that everything will work out fine.

Monday, April 10, 2006

Rested Finally

I have finally been able to get a full night's sleep and I feel completely rested. I hit the snooze button like it stole my money but I got out of bed none the less. One day at a time is how I am taking this new chapter in my life and for once it truly feels like a new beginning...

Fresh Start

Sunlight streaming through my window
awakening me to a new day
feeling gracious and light,
full of promise;
A fresh start is upon me
awaiting new things
new beginnings,
new friends,
a new part of me to bloom...

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Spiritual Intervention

Woa is all I can say for this week. An unexpected proposition was presented to me and it scared me because it was something I had been praying about for quite some time. When presented with what I had prayed for I instinctively shied away from it (although it is what I want). That is what people do unfortunately. We want something so badly but sub consciously we don't believe we will receive it but alas when our maker believes we are ready to receive it he hands us our desires...

Spiritual Desires

You appeared to me
with a strength I was astounded by;
A wealth of knowledge
and spiritual ease
uplifted my spirit
yet caused me to pause
out of fear.
My spiritual desires were manifested
and disbelief
threw me
in a whirlwind of thoughts
bouncing me from spiritually feeling
to intellectually thinking
if this was possible.
Do not take this to mean
I am not interested
the opposite is true;
I was unsure of how to respond
to the vibes
emanating from you...

Wednesday, April 05, 2006


is what you carved out
with your words of love
since your actions
are the daggers
piercing my heart
leaving me
yet again
I allowed trust to lower my guard
and love to shield my eyes
from your reality

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Frustration Set In

I am extremely irritated with myself. Again I let my guard down and I don't like the way I am reacting to it. I hate when I get this way. It is distracting me from focusing on my book. That is the one thing on this planet no-one and I mean no-one can take from me. I am ready to begin a new project but this irritation is acting as a barrier. I want to scream at the top of my lungs right now...

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Hit with a bug :-(

Coming off of a tremendously beautiful weekend last week only to be hit by a bug; sick as a dog and can barely talk I am granted another three days away from work courtesy of the lovely doctors from Albert Einstein's Emergency room team. What I have had time to do, besides sleep and potty, is think about what I want to do in the future. I want to travel to more places. I love the Highlander t.v series (Duncan McCloud of the clan McCloud is too cute!) and I love the panoramic view of the highlands they show during the opening song. I am a sucker for natural landscapes. I want to travel overseas, but I want to take my children with me when I do. I don't want to take a bunch of pictures and bring them back. I want my children to experience it with me. So I guess I have been hit with two bugs: the cold and the travel bug. C'est la vie!