Frustration Set In

I am extremely irritated with myself. Again I let my guard down and I don't like the way I am reacting to it. I hate when I get this way. It is distracting me from focusing on my book. That is the one thing on this planet no-one and I mean no-one can take from me. I am ready to begin a new project but this irritation is acting as a barrier. I want to scream at the top of my lungs right now...